life

I have never thought I would say I want the easy way out in life I have fucked every thing up I just never did what was rite I can't stand this no more life sucks I never had such bad dreams of killing my self every thing that happed was my fault why did I just keep doing the bull Shit I have done I can't do this Shit no more I have to grow up and face life I just hate every thing and every one I have hurt what the fuck is wrong with me why would I do the Shit I have done to people I love so much moral of the story tell the fuckin truth lies don't get you any where in life but in the worst spot witch I am in.....................