living day by day

its so hard to have every thing one day ond lose it all in the same day i relize the lies never got me any where why didnt i just get help before i lost the love of my life jordan was every thing to me. i just dont understand why i kep lieing to her i know better than that i never got away with it all i got away with is breaking her heart and throughing mine out the door jordan if you are reading this you have always ben the love of my life and i am so sorry for putting you through this you did not deserve this i will always love you with all my heart and wish there was something i could do to start over i would change so much and i know you have hurd this over and over but i never saw life this way and it hurts so bad we were a good team i could only imagin what we could of done if i would of never lied to you. i will always be there if you need any thing love forever and always Tyler